I have been afraid of insects for all my life. I remember a very traumatizing event that happened in my childhood. I was about 8 years old and living in India at that time. India has all sorts of insects everywhere. I was always troubled with insects in India. I was very fearful and I will end up encountering the most fiercest insects. One time I woke up in the middle of night and came out in the courtyard. I saw the entire courtyard was full all sorts of insects. I had to cross the courtyard in order to go to my parents room and remember how terrified I was. I got this special fever that night and I was taken to hospital and put to sleep for three days so my brain can function normally again. All I could see was insects and snakes everywhere. It was very traumatizing event in my life. Throughout my lifetime I have been having these terrifying dreams about insects crawling all over me. These experiences with insects created much suffering for me in this lifetime until I got to know why people suffer. Thanks to my spiritual teacher's teachings that everything makes sense today.
WHY PEOPLE SUFFER?
NEGATIVE KARMA.
Insects actually influence the nutrient and energy flow of ecosystems in so many ways. Most importantly insects are decomposers. We depend on insects to keep the natural environment clean and productive. Some insects are an important food source for a wide variety of other animal species.
(Received this information online)
Put your both hands on you abdomen or soul light prayer position
Dear Soul, Mind and Body of all the insects that my ancestors and I have ever hurt or harmed in any way in all our lifetimes, I love you, honor you and appreciate you. Please forgive me and my ancestors for our mistakes. We will create more Love, peace and harmony on Mother earth and in our lives. I am so grateful for your forgiveness. Thank you thank you thank you.
Visualize golden light in your abdomen.
CHANT
I forgive you
You forgive me
We are one
We are one
I forgive you
You forgive me
We are one
We are oneWe are one
I forgive you
You forgive me
We are one
We are one
I forgive you
You forgive me
We are one
We are one
Chant for 10 min.
LETS EXPRESS OUR GRATITUDE
Thank you all the insects
Thank you all the insects
Thank you all the Insects
Thank you for your service on earth
Thank you for your service on earth
Thank you for your service on earth
As I was writing this blog I could feel the insects forgiving me. I also felt their gratitude for acknowledging them.
(Next Day)
After Writing this blog post I went to bed. I dreamt about this one insect that comes in my dream often. I was thinking now it should be fine and this insect wont come to me anymore. I really felt the forgiveness and gratitude with this blog post. I also felt this insect has probably forgiven me but this insect came back. I am usually very troubled looking at this insect. It's a big round black color insect. All of the sudden there was a shift. I said to the insect, 'Ok I love you'. I started to offer my deepest love. An amazing thing happened next, this insect burst into pieces and the soul came out. I was in a utter shock to see that the soul looked like me. I got it.
WE ARE ONE
WE ARE ONE
WE ARE ONE
Its already been few days and I feel such a relief. This experience has opened my heart further. I still feel there are more messages for me in this whole experience which I will continue to receive next few days but I can see the power of forgiveness and love clearly now. I hope you will do a deep forgiveness with insects too. I hope you will express your gratitude for their service.
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