Lets Share and Learn (Part 3)

Dearest beloved souls, I love you all. Thank you for your continued love and support. This is Post#3 for sharing my journey related to Ego Blockages. 

Today, I would like to share my testing with another Ego blockage. It is "feeling less than others". Many people mistake this kind of blockage for humbleness. How is feeling less Ego? Well, the answer is same as the last post. It creates separation. The amazing part is that I didn't have this blockage growing up, but something happened in my twenties. This blockage just started to grow and grow. I still encounter this blockage at times but now I am aware of it. I am pretty sure at times I fail to recognize this. I will continue to work on this one.

This blockage played in my subconscious mind a lot. I started to see others differently. I became aware that I was behaving differently with different people. I noticed that feeling less will not allow one to treat people in the same manner. I felt I was behaving different with people with authority and titles and different with people otherwise. I couldn't transform this blockage for long time, but again with Master Sha's grace I started to become aware of my behaviors around certain people. Whenever I would become aware, an intense feeling started arise from my heart and soul that I had to step into my own soul power, and feel the oneness. At times I literally visualized myself becoming equal to the other person. At times I repeated a mantra to come out of this feeling. At times when I was intensely aware of how I was feeling, I excused myself and walked away. At times when I saw, I was not being my true self with whoever was sitting near by me, I changed my seats. I just could feel this intense unpleasant feeling inside me when I wasn't being my authentic self. I am so grateful for this feeling because it really helped to come out of this blockage.

Master Sha shares that everything and everyone has a soul. Now look from this perspective. Do you treat all souls equally? This was a huge learning for me. Earlier today, I was looking online for a particular kind of shorts to wear. I came across a website with many styles. Some of the styles were amazing and some not. As I was looking through, I saw one design and in my mind I heard "oh this is really awful". In that moment I felt the soul of the shorts. I instantly did forgiveness practice with the soul and offered love. In the next moment, the soul was happy again. I have been doing this practice with everything and everyone these days. Master Sha asks his students to do instant forgiveness practice. It really transforms everything like magic. There are deep karmic blockages with some souls which might take some time to transform but with most of the souls the forgiveness is instant.

I truly feel we are one yet we have so much to offer in our unique ways. This healing is still a process for me but if you are going through this particular blockage then know this will need to transform one day. You are precious and beautiful as any other soul. You are also carrying a divine spark. You are not less or more. You are you. You are a soul. When you don't feel less or more, you will also see this in others. You will approach others from this perspective. You will see a soul of the beggar, Doctor or rock same way. Please open your heart to yourself and others. See the oneness.

Today I will offer a healing blessing from Da Bei Zhou Buddha #2. Please open your hearts and receive this healing blessing for healing of your Ego blockages further. Please leave your name in the comment box below and I will add you to my healing list. Please don't forget to share your own insights as we truly learn from each other. I love you so much.

I hope this post will help you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.