Lets Learn and Share (Part 6)

Today, I would like to share my journey with another Ego blockage. It is about forgetting what you have received from your spiritual fathers and mothers & Heaven.

From a few years now, there has been a beautiful flow of abundance in every aspect of my life. I am so grateful to the Divine and Heaven for this. I recently had an interesting testing come up for me. I started to feel very good everywhere except in Master Sha's mission where everything came from. I started see problems in the organization. It started to bother me to the point that I thought "Well, I will serve but I think I should separate from the mission". I felt my heart for service was there but just I couldn't shake of this negative feeling with the organization. I started to suffer with these feelings. I continued my practices. For few months, whenever I talked about the organization and some of the representatives in a negative way, this uneasy feeling started to arise within my soul. I knew something was not right anymore. I contacted a teacher in the mission and expressed my true feelings. I had an insight into my challenges from this teacher which I am forever grateful for. It helped me to stay on my soul journey. One day an AHA moment came that anything that happens within me has nothing to do with others. I can't blame others for how I feel. I have to heal something in me to be at peace with everything. In a few days the next AHA moment came, I cried and cried. I was reminded by heaven how I was before I came to the mission. I remember being suicidal and hopeless in every aspect of my life. I remembered the continuous traumatic journey until I met Master Sha. I cried in gratitude. I prayed that I will never forget where I came from and how my journey was transformed by this great Master. This mission has transformed many people's lives already. Countless souls have benefitted from Master Sha's love and light. I dropped all my negativities and saw the beauty of the mission. Now, I am aware of my Ego around this whole situation. I am so grateful to learn these lessons. It literally saved my soul journey. 

I hope this post will help you. I hope you can prevail from the blockages that you are feeling at this time. Today's blessing is for passing spiritual testing. Please leave your name on this blog and receive the healing from Da Bei Zhou Buddha # 5. May you pass all your spiritual tests.

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.