Lets Learn and Share (Part 8)

Today, I would like to share another experience with becoming aware of my own Ego. I have heard many teachings around Ego. Some teachers say the 'I' is Ego. To prevent Ego, Take yourself out of the equation. I didn't understand this for years because I was struggling with Self love issues. I have heard these kind of teachings in my own religion. I come from a very religious Sikh family. I have heard my father say that 'Divine is doing everything'. I had some resistance with this phrase. I felt if I am born on earth then I am doing things. How can Divine be doing things? I truly didn't understand where all my spiritual fathers and mothers were coming from when they said such phrases. My holy book is filled with these kind of phrases of praise to the Divine. I certainly wanted to develop the love that my spiritual fathers and mothers had for the Divine and all souls. I have been doing continuous work to develop all the qualities of my spiritual fathers and mothers. I felt my heart opened more and more over the years while studying with my beloved spiritual teacher Master Sha.

Years later a breakthrough came, I became a spiritual Master. I was trying to accomplish many tasks but felt I wasn't doing a great job. I started to look into my journey more deeply and saw how much karma I have created in past lifetimes. I saw if I were to cleanse my karma and become the Master that I am now, It might have taken me billions of lifetimes. I saw how much I needed my Master's light to accomplish everything and anything. This was the first time I saw how my master's virtue and light was working through me. This was the first time I saw it was never me. I cried with gratitude and love for my Master as I became aware of the truth.

One day, I was teaching a workshop. I was feeling this overwhelming Divine Love as I was teaching. Usually I say to my students, I love you. I try to share my love and light as much as I can. This particular day as I was teaching, this channel above my head opened up. Pure unconditional love started to flow to my students. Then this powerful voice said, "THIS IS MY LOVE. YOU ARE SHARING MY LOVE". I was in total awe. I saw for the first time that all the heavenly channels on earth are actually just the channel for Divine to share his love and wisdom. My channel for Divine Love opened and my life was never the same again. I knew in that moment that actually my work is to allow heaven's love and Divine's love to flow through me. I am not to claim and say it is mine. My life was totally changed as I stated to feel heaven in a very powerful way. I feel now how the Divine is working through me and others. I see how my work is to become more and more a pure channel of heaven. I am so grateful for this wisdom and knowledge. 

I hope this post will serve you. Today I would like to offer a blessing from Da Bei Zhou Buddha # 7 for healing your Ego Blockages further. Please leave your name below. Please share insights. 

Thank you for being part of my soul journey.